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Wishes 1st.....Cake 2nd.......Adding one more on the 3rd......

I didn't have cake this year.....but I had my family by the side......
Number is kinda of energy consuming, mobil,doorplate,bank accounts even some important unimportant pin could get me confused,cos there are too many.Age is just a one second remind number, but it is the most clearest one that I could never get it wrong.

I couldn't help to wondering how will we trun into a good lady when the time is running,when the people are circling.live life, face faith, be confident and glamour,to be loved with someone we love, dream job, soul mate friends,creative life.I don't know how many things do we need to go through before take each box, may be it's endless, my needs always under the wants most of the time, somehow those words just like poisonous rose which are too beautiful to be taken.

As times goes by,we put ourself down to the smaller group of friends.
Only keep few images of the favorate page from vogue megazine, throw the rest away.
Taking fancy clothes to the 2nd hand shop, spending time on ironing expensive dresses.
Only stay with the familiar logo, make short stories long.

Sometimes,I do wanna it all to follow the float, but I felt I can't afford it.May be we still need to let it go who we were to become who we will be--The most classic one from carrie.one thing I learned that happiness is depends on how much we can come closer to ourself, the real ones,so I don't need to see the surroundings crystal clear to make myself happier.

Tomorrow, I am walking on the street, the research guy stop me again, I will fill in the personal column and take the box of 21-24,very soon I will be jumped into the next group. 

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